free write 3-4-2013

I have nothing to write today, my mind is going all over the place, I have math homework that I have to get done and midterms to study for, and work, and financial homework, not to mention trying to catch up on all of this lost sleep that I have been missing out on due to all of the homework I have. I wish it was summer so that I could have more time, only take one or two classes and not have to worry about so much homework, and work more so I can make more money, and save more and try to get ahead in this world. Which this government makes it almost impossible to do with all the money that you have to spend on insurance, rent, gas, food, and taxes, I don't know what to do. It is very discouraging growing up in the world we have today, and my parents not preparing me for the real world. My parents are the best parents in the world, but they fell short in the aspect of money saving, which made me fall short in the aspect of money saving, and being good with my money which is going to make it hard for me to get out of the house, and save money. I am not a natural saver myself, I think it comes from never having any money, and instead of hoarding it from that aspect like some people do, I always spend it because there is always something that I need. New clothes, something has broke on my car, gas, food, something for school. . . the list goes on and on!